well i guess it has been awhile sense i put up a journal entry ^^ a long while. lol i began writing this journals thinking that one girl would read these ^^ but i guess after my second one i knew i had no hope. lol.

for those random deviants who somehow get on to my page and look at what i have... sadly i have nothing. lol. i have a whole notebook full of drawings, but no programs or scanners to get them on here. lol.

sad to say i still miss that girl, but i am glad she move on, it sucks though not to be friends. lol. instead she scared to death of me hahaha. good o' days will never really be the same. i am glad though ^^

but actually the reason why i wrote such a lame lame journal today is because i join the army and i am leaving feb 3 ^^ maybe it will give me some inspiration to draw something better then just anime, lol. it just sucks because the girl i miss effected my life so greatly. lol.

but i am happy to be getting out of this town ^^ i could stay bounded, i got to fly ^^ i've always look at the clouds from the ground, never really chase them but imagined i was there with them flowing with the wind... i'll miss you guys ^^and i probably will never come back... ^^

take care of her b.